I hear always that
“You should love yourself”
that preacher man always preaches
“Rid your soul of ego”
and it fucks up my mind because
How am I supposed to revel in all that I am
    how am I supposed to bask in all that I create
    all the while being humble enough to believe
    ”I am not worthy” ???

Should I believe what the wise say
or go my own way?

How the fuck do I rid my life of black and white
in a world that is all gray?

af

(written with pen on paper, searching)