I am not here

my roots were lifted years ago
I am
balancing here for just a few more weeks

right now is about preparation
reading training stocking

take what you need
leave the rest

sexual cleansing

thirty-four days
till those tires land

a transparent pilgrim
living past life
looking for more than answers

I am not here

I am in limbo

finishing up the page

before I walk back into the abyss

 

 

 
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(written ready to go)