(not so much written by but transcribed by me)
“Let me just tell you
I try, I really do, but I am like SO busy
but first, let me just tell you,
there is such a human spiritual scientific determination
to consider when you are estimating what your art is worth
Is it worth the tears and blood?
What is the dollar amount you consider your insanity to be worth?
Those are the tough questions YOU need to ask yourself
to deduce what the financial value of your creations are
I NEVER think about that
because I am a TRUE artist
I do it for the love of the creation and not for money
which is why I am saying, telling you, like
I am TOTALLY busy, like (major drugstore) gave me a
MAJOR promotion
I am not making more money but they totally gave me
forty hours a week
they totally trust me now
which, I guess, is like totally making more money in the end.
They are REALLYgood to me so they aremy priority right now.
But, like I said, I am totally liking you and it is not you
you are just not a priority BUT are totally awesome.
I mean, I slept with girls before,
Coco is now my second
and it’s fun and all but I am TOTALLY gay
still totally and that is why I am into you
and I know I know
I Know
that I missed the love I needed from my dad
growing up, wishing we were much closer
and maybe that is why I am SO into Coco
but I KNOW that that is why I am this artist
why I need to refocus my life
why I NEED to be completely honest with you
but please
please please please
do not think ANY of this is about you
it totally is not
I am just too busy, too focused right now
but ask yourself those important questions
you must
that’s how, the only way how,
you’ll ever know what you are worth
and YOUR worth is no more than the worth of your art.”
- af
(written/transcribed with pen on paper)
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