Just displacing shit…
Cover the bed with papers, hard drives, clothes
useless shit that is created and will be
always
eventually discarded
whether in this life or after our death.
I feel a change happening inside my…my…everything
mind, body, spirit
I feel a unity developing
I feel that there is something I can see
or something that is unknown still
but something that I already experience
something that for as long as I would try
as many pages as I would write trying to describe
the epicness of thousands of volumes…
it is something that involves not this society
nor these words I write
nor anything I knew existed right here on earth.
I feel it now
using this tool as a medium
for my gravity helping to draw me closer to the center
of the balance I have lost for too long
so that this energy
this true, real energy
can take hold
properly
like it has always been meant to
To walk, away from the past
and onto the present…
thirty five years have been about yesterday
It is time
soon
for me to take that next step in this journey
…don’t miss me too much…
af
(written on typewriter)
Ha…that’s gonna be a tall order!
step by step…
my comment referred to the “don’t miss me too much”…