If I am to be honest,
I am angry and confused
most often at other people
most often at myself

the hippies to the egotists agree:
we are a mirror.
everyone in our lives…us
everything…reflections of us
yet
preach
also
our environment is our interpretation
one we must define as opposed to -

but how could both be possible?

it is also often preferred
by the enlightened
that simplicity is the core of existence
which confuses this inquisitive observer even more
because
if all of these conflicting practices are necessary
how could it possibly to be so simple
to live in the belief
of two complete contradictions?
af
(written with pen on paper)