I look for her

keeping my eyes to the street…

maybe she will pass, at random

 

so

 

I sit near the window at every restaurant

scanning the lines, searching the tables

maybe this will be the moment we choose alike

 

all I want

is just one more look into those eyes

one more chance

to hug her smell her touch her hear her giggle see her smile

 

to feel her heart

 

I have re-walked every street

we passed through

following the crumbs of our hearts left

in case we became too lost along the way

 

all I find now is her ghost

a mirage

appearing, everywhere,

just clear enough

then

as I get closer

dissolves into yet another memory

 

 

 

af

 

 

 

(written with pen on paper)